First

On the last day of the first week of '08, I'm going to try to document the attempts and failures of my days. I have things that I want to do in this life, and if I don't write them down, I may forget... I don't want to call these New Years' resolutions, but coincidentally I need some changes at the beginning of this year

• The first is that I need to find a job as soon as fucking possible.
• Second, is that I need to get back into shape. With me constantly traveling with my previous job and spending all of my time on my ass, I gained a lot of weight. Not to mention, the holiday season didn't help.
• The final thing that I need to find out soon is what is going on with Brittany.

Today was the first time in a couple of weeks that we spoke. And needless to say, it was extremely awkward. I miss her, but I don't know what to do about it. Anyway, I need to decide if there is not only a present, but also a future, or I need to move on. I've been reading Wooden On Leadership by John Wooden, a gift from Judge Meade, and one quote in particular has stood out:

"Love is patient: love is kind. It is not jealous; it is not pompous; it is not inflated; it is not rude; it does not seek its own interest; it is not quick-tempered; it does not brood over injury; it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, and endures all things."

I think this means I am fucked :)