Hello Ladies And Gentlemen,
Today, I had an interview with a small company downtown. They were very nice people, and the position is really everything that I want to do. However; I'm not sure if the money is there. I also had a very good interview on Monday, because while at the one this morning, I got a voice mail inviting me to a second interview on Friday. Also, I did get an offer from the company from Monday. Now I am starting to get this ball rolling! Right now, I have a positive outlook on the career aspect of my life.
On the woman aspect, I realize that I am more upset than I thought. A couple of days ago, I boxed away some pictures and got a little teary eyed. But hey, at least I've got my health. While I was riding the South Shore home, I heard one of my all time favorite songs: "Walking On Glass" by The Movielife. Originally appearing on Has A Gambling Problem, I feel that these lyrics summarize how I feel:
Pretending to remember our last December, and everything it was.
Hoping to fix the broken, stood by the fireplace. The flames lit up my face.
And everything I said, (walking on glass)
I practiced in my head.
And all that I could do, (walking on glass)
Was recite my lines to you.
Pretending to recall the way it was last Fall, for lack of better days.
I think this time of year, you see everything too clear, but still can't understand a thing.
And everything I said, (walking on glass)
I practiced in my head.
And all that I could do, (walking on glass)
Was recite my lines to you.
I can't forget a word you said, and everything it meant.
Instead of you, I fear myself. Guess all that I can do,
Is take back everything that I'd given to you.
Pretending to remember our last December, and everything it was.
Hoping to fix the broken, stood by the fireplace. The flames lit up my face.
And everything I said, (walking on glass)
I practiced in my head.
And all that I could do, (walking on glass)
Was recite my lines to you.
I can't forget a word you said, and everything it meant.
Instead of you, I fear myself. It's all that I can do.
'Cause you're uncomfortable with me.
Yeah you're uncomfortable with me. (Just answer the question)
Why can't I just understand what's inside you?
Is it just guts and black stuff? (I'll find out soon)
'Cause anything that you do or say cannot compare to the pain that I felt,
The day that you said that we'd go our separate ways.
Anyway, in keeping with the theme of the title, I want to urge everyone to take the opportunity to educate yourself and vote in your primary/caucus and this year's presidential election. Take the time to watch the debates that are on, and please try to listen to both parties. I pride myself in not being part of any particular party, but instead by backing who I feel will be able to lead this country the best. I ask that you take the time to observe and judge these candidates without bias, because you were born Republican or Democratic. I also, will not mention who I am supporting, because I feel that it is not my job (or anyone's for that matter) to sway opinions. We are of the select countries that allow us to form our own opinions.
I've been listening to 
